New laptop. Less uni. Weekends off work again. It seems like life is heading in to a positive direction, which is nice. Our holiday is creeping up wayyyyy faster than I want it too. It seems, in hind sight, planning a month long trip to Europe in like 10 months when you own a house and have bills to pay is not a good idea. Home owning sure does make travelling a difficult task. But I want it all, future financial stability and to see the world with the man I love, so basically I suck it up. Two extremely important people to me have moved/ moving over east. One I didn't see all the time but on occasion when I am sitting at home watching doctor phil I have to stop myself waiting for her to call and say she is popping over on her uni break. I miss having that friend that at least once a week is pestering me to spend time with her because really she is the only one who did it. The other one, words can't even describe how I am going to survive without him in my daily routine. Because really barely anyone can put up with my shit and give me such guidance and clarity like he can. Some would say that a phone call would solve this, but it wont.. I need my lunch buddy and my shoulder. BUT I understand the alure of the eastern states. A part of me knows I could never leave Perth because I love it so much, the other part of me wants to move to Melbourne and be one of those people. Or maybe France, I think I would really love to live in France, possibly Spain also...but I'll let you know how I like it. Maybe I should completely mix it up and run away just to see how it feels?
The new laptop has made me so happy, yet so sad. It has made me remember again how much I lost with the old one and how many photos and memories I really am never going to get back. On the plus side I wont EVER let that happen to me again. I will be sleeping with my laptop under my bed so no one can steal my memories away again. I have decided to resolve this loss a) I am going to get a new camera, go drink cocktails with the girls and take giggly photos b) add hundreds of photos to facebook just in case and c) ensure that throughout my time in Europe I maintain this blog with photos and written memories so that if plan a and b fail, I still have something. Not to mention, I am going to go back to bali and try take all the exact same photos.
Haha try steal my memories this time robber!